We Slept Here by Sierra DeMulder

We Slept Here by Sierra DeMulder

Author:Sierra DeMulder
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781943735129
Publisher: Button Poetry


ON ADMITTING YOU ARE AN ABUSE SURVIVOR

It will not happen the first time

you forgive him. Or the second.

Or the third. It will not happen

the fourth time you break down

in public. A wine glass shatters

at a dinner party and you leave

without saying goodbye. A car

door slammed across the empty

parking lot becomes the animal

urge to call him. It will not happen

even as you write this poem—

when you finally claim what

happened to you as if it was a child

you abandoned when you were

too young to know better. You still

can’t bring yourself to call it

by name. Are you afraid of how

much it looks like you? How it has

his mouth but your eyes. Say it:

I am an abuse survivor. Abuse

survivor. Tell everyone how wrong

your heart was. Share all the horrible

things he did and then tell them

how even now, you are not sure

you wouldn’t go back—if only

to say I’m sorry one last time.



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